so yeah this year of 16 has been quite a wirlwind of events. I mean its freaking insane what i have done and what milestones i have passed this year. I think 16 has  been one of my most memorable years. Although sometimes it hasn't been the best of times but it sure hasn't been boring. In fact i miss the times when i could just sit back and wsh for something crazy to happen to me. Yeah i must have been freaking insane back then because i deffinatly take those wishes back. Now i wish that all of my drama would just dissapear into a nice little wooden chest and never to be heard from again. Yeah that would be nice.

As of now i bet you are confused as to what CRazy things have happened to me . Well first guys suck so thats a hint. Although i think that should almost be common knowledge. I mean everyone should know this  i think. It is our right. Yeah i guess not all guys suck I mean there are the good ones. And then there are the ones that just put up a front of being dickhead studs but are really just nice guys underneath all that.

I just think i have gotten the kind of shitty guys. I would be greatly appreciated if i could just get a guy thats nice. But right now i'm not even going to try and have a boyfriend. I mean its my grade 12 year I am moving and graduating and moving on from all this. I would rather spend this year concentrating on hanging out with my friends and having fun and not on relationship drama.

I had a wacked out dream today. it was hella weird. I was all fat and my friends were all 90 pounds (which is sick.. to be 90 punds i mean) and they were all eating chips and i was eating a brownie and then my best friend said this while looking me up and down "you know thats really not going to help your cause" yeah bitch move i know It hurt thatnk god it was only a dream. And even though that may sound really shalow you know what its not because that would actually really hurt my feelings and would suck hard core. so yeah this is my life as of now.

peace

so my 5th bday pretty much kicked ass. Lots of fun and the cake was amazing. so now everyyear on aug the 26 we are going to celebrate my 5th bday. I think thats kind of a cool tradition. So only two more days until I have to go back to school. I not looking forwards to it. nuff said.SO i am super happy. for hot customers who flirt. yay made my day.

PEACE 

so seven days until hell on earth. yes thats right you guiessed it . school. although i am not as put off by schook as i once was. I mean sure there will still be the things that suck like testes and pop quizzes and homework. but i mean for me its grade 12 lots of fun to be had graduation parties skipping school for the first time (yes thats right i have never skipped school. except for that one time in grade 9 i skipped and went to star bucks. and actually i didn't feel terribly bad about doing it . so thats why thi year i'm gonna skipp a couple times just to sy that i did it. and plus my school is in the middle of no where so if i would have skipped last yeah i would just be walking for like a half and hour just to get to a macs/ becuz i fdidn't have my lisecene so this year i  have a car getting my lisence in september and then i can drive places when i skip school. good plan i think so. So yeah even though there are always crappy things about school  i think .. ney i hope that this year will be different

sooo. my sister resently stole something very dear to me. to some it may seem trivial but to me it was a part of my childhood. my memory. Yep thats right she told everyone that she wanted to be a tea pot. just becaus i bet you have no idea what i'm talking about allow me to explain.

you remember when you were a little kid. like 6 or so. and adults used to ask you what you wanted to  be when you grew up. I mean it was a dumb question i'm pretty sure half the boys in america wanted to be astronaughts or cowbouys. and half the girls wanted to be a popstar or a ballerina. But still. when i was a kid i actually thought that you could be anything that you ever wanted to be so i chose to be a the teapot from beauty and the beast. Yep i'm sure that i could have chosen a btter thing i mean the teapot wasn't even thatcool i'm pretty sure that she was some old lady stuck as a teapot. And i mean it wasn't like beauty and the beast was even my favorite disney movie (lion king all the way). SO yeah i would always respond with the same answer to the rather dumb queation " i wnt to be the teapot from beauty and the beast." You can just imagine how dissapointed i was when  i found out that you actually had to chose sopmething ligitimate for the answer to the annoying question. I could no longer just say the teapot. no now i had to resort to the ever so popular answer "a popstar" yep thats right i became just like ahlf orf the little girl population. it was demening but i got over it... i watched the power rangers and completly forgot.

so anyways. yesterday while me and my sister and her husband and his siter and her fiance were watching TMNT my sister said something dumb about what she did when she was a kid then she said "what thats not that bad i also wanted to be te teapot from beauty and the beast because i thought you could be anything" yeah thats right she went there. I couldn't believe it either. I mean you can't just steal someones memories thats just stupid. So i was pretty pissed but i didn't say anything. whatever i confronted her today but she held her ghround and said that that was her not my that wanted to be the teapot. its okay though i know that she is just in denial form lying, oph well at least i know that truth, so yeah thats my story.

going to that zoo tomorow exciting. I havent been to the zoo for forever. dinosors walked the earth last tiome i went to the zoo... which is funny really because there is a dino exsibit at the zoo... yeah not that funny oh well wel i'm gonna fall asleep so i best be going. PEACE 

okay so my step brother's girlfriend just cheated on him. and the night he found out i was there and he was sooo mad a disgusted that he threw up and got really pissed and punch a pole. So yeah he was mad. and not that all of us weren't rooting for them to break up because she is a total bitch and no one really likes her, but we didn't want it to happen like this.  I mean it would have been fine if they would have just slowly drifted apart but for her to cheat on him. yeah well it just reinforces the point of how much of a bitch she is. so yeah. me and my step brother are friends so i felt bad for him.  he even called me outside when it was cold out so we could sit on my deck and i could listen to him rant about how he was never going to get back together with her and was a bitch she is and how disgusted he was. and i just sat there occasionaly pipping in with a "yeah what a bitch" or "your better off without her' or " her loss" . so yeah i sat there wearing only a t-shirt freezing my but off while he told me how he WASN'T ever going to get back together with her. I mean as horrible as it was i was happy they were finally over . just to reinforce her being a bitch let me tell you what she said when she first stepped into my car when i was bring nice enough to give her and my step brother a ride she said "arg don't you just hate cars like this'. oh yes she did. and my car is nice its a 2000 echo 2 door. its sporty and cute and you don't just say something like that. whatever. anyways. while talking to me my step brother (mark) noticed that i was shivering soo he said oh you must be cold you can go inside if you want. i wanted to but first i  said "are you going to be ok"  he nodded to i took the oportunity to go inside and get warm. his friend drove out and picked him up to take him to party probably to drink his sorrows away. oo and by tthe way none of mark's friends even liked his girlfriend. all of  them hated her and he spent less time with his friends because of her. one of his friends even phoned his dad to tell him that they thought it wasn't a good idea for martk to date this girl. ]

so yeah  next day me and my mom go and drop off my other step brother at his mom's house and after hes gone i say to my mom " i feel so bad for mark" because he was obviously really hurt by what the bitch did to him' and my mom tells me that they are now trying to work things out. and two days later she tells me that they went out for lunch with my step dad because they got back together. WHAT A FUCKING RETARD i mean the girl cheated on you made you so hurt anddisgusted that you puked and punched a pole and almost cried and you get back together with her. I always thought to my self that he was just dating her because he wanted a fuck buddy. then when she cheated on him and he found out that night in the cold he told me she was the first girl he ever loved. and that he didn't love her any more. well then my question is why the fuck is he trusting her again. i mean she cheated and she wasn't even the one to tell him that she cheated he found out just using his man powers i guess.  so this brings me back to the conclusion that he is desparate and he needs a fuck buddy. and he doesn't think that he can get another girlfriend so he is getting back together with a chick that is a complete bitch that no one like and people even like her less now that she has cheated on him. yeah so my respect is pretty much lost for him because he is a fucking desprate retard . and most of all i'm pissed because he wasted 45 min of my time in the cold telling me ahow he wasn't going to get back together with her. and in sitting out in the cold i got sick the next day and my asthma kicked in. so yeah i wasted my time listening to some spinless fuck needer only so i could get sick. man oh man i hate men.

so i've crossed over to the dark side.

not on purpose of course. but it happened i don't know when

and i don't know hot but yesterday i talked about weddings.

and not just simple talk like "oh i hate weddings"

nope while talking to my friend I told her that if i ever get

married she would be my maid of honor. Then we went in to full blown discriptions

of how our weddings would be

sure the plans included pirates michael jackson, one white glove and parrots

and yes we were joking around but still, i'm afraid that the wedding bug as gotten to me.

next thing you know my blog entries will be about the perfect length for wedding vails

and how to look you best on the big day.. Oh God..

ahh got to go before i think to much

peace

Ikea themed wedding shower... its screams insanity i know,

and now my house is an array of yellow and blue...

i'm just waiting for a man with a swedish accent to pop out and say "ikea"

The host (my mother) is going crazy with planning and is getting advice from the

co-host (my mother's mother) I'm here though just typing away avoiding  questiongs such as

"WHERES THE PUNCH BOWL" and "AIMEE WHY ARE YOU STILL IN YOUR PJS"

Sure i'm all about my cousin getting married and the wedding day will no doubt

be far crazier than today, but I'm just going to stay away from the host and co-host so

I don't lose my sanity or become a wedding obsesed zombie. You see my mother is also getting married in a few months so I can see why she want everything to be perfect, but still i try not to be affected by

the marriage bug, its in the air and is sure to male everyone ... well... pretty much retarted love zombies...

well best be going ... PEACE

well then. i'm super bored right now so i think i'm gonna blog....

hmmm. okay i have something to blog about..

i dyed my friend's hair today.. it didn't turn out so good. i'm usualy like an amazing hair dyer

but her hair is now a mess of orange blond red and black... yeah not very good at all. and everytime she woud look at me i couldn't help but laugh because her hair was all curly and orange soo she looked like a clown.. whatever though we are gonna dye it black this weekend so it won't be bad for long.

SO my house got sold. and i'm moving may 15 th... AHHHH i really don't want to move and its not like its a crazy big move its only across town but i love my house and i just want to stay put... but oh well. i have no choice in the matter so i guess i have to go along with it.

I'm soo excited for the weekend i know its only wednesday but still i just want the weekend to come, not that i have anything exciting happening but i just want some R&R, ya know?/ anyways i gots ta go to bed..

peace.